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Saturday, November 14, 2009 | Saturday, November 14, 2009 | 2
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bismillah . i dunno wether i shud do this or not . but my heart says i shud , so here i am . a confession im gonna make . . as a human , as a girl . people may think i a strong girl . i can deal with this easily (: and i always look fin and happy but only God knows what im going thru now . huh ! we can say things that help to ease the pain , yes ! terima kasih sangat atas semangat yg diberi . i really appreciate it . i really do , thanks tapi selalunya its easier said than done . im dealing with it now . its time , my time . hope it happened for good . benda neyy terjadi jugak kt say . so sadd . very sadd . dont give up and give the hardest to fight for what we want but things dont always turn out the way kita nak . kan ? mcm mne bile org yg kte percaya , org yg kte sygg mengkhianati kte ? cam tu la yg aku rase skrg . never who noe what we feel if we in dis situation . tension , geram , sume ada . like a situation : i tell someone who i like . but not means i want him be my boyfee . n i ta bermakna i akan luahkan feel i tuh kt dye (boy yg i minat) i juz ske dye oke . bkn cintakan dye . i ske dye pn coz : style dye . cara dye . take care bout i . n dat's all . i ta mintak pn u tlg i . tlg i gtw dat's boy yg i like him ! tell everythings ! i ta mintak sume tuu . i noe u just na tlg i . tp u ta pikir kew yg sume tuh bley m'malukan i ! dat's so stupid ! u twu ta ble u gtaw dat statement . u bwat i ta slesa gan dat boy twu ta ! so embarrass ! u noe dat's ! ! ! so lucky when dat's boy so professional . him still want me be he fren even he noe i like him . thnx's KAWAN ! n to her ! please respect me ! n please respect my privasi oke . n tlongggg laaa . jgn amek twu daa sal akuuuu ! aku benci kaw ! ! aku benci kaw sangattt ! n to him . thnx sgttt . be my only besfren forever . (: last but not least , its not easy , susah sangat but we have no choice . whatever happen , i hope u'll will support me . no more why when and how. bubye have a great sunday salam (: |