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Tuesday, December 15, 2009 | Tuesday, December 15, 2009 | 0
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I was pretty gutted with what happened during yesterday evening I just miss my bestfriend wish she could understand me more but I dont know everything's changed yaa . sume dh berubah . salah kew aku study jauh my only besfriend ? salah kew aku b'jauhan gan kowg sume ? even aku dh ta study ssme gan kowg , even aku jarang contact kowg , even aku jarang spent tyme ssme gan kowg , ta b'mkne yg aku lpe kn kowg . even aku hang gan bdk2 collage aku stiap hari . ta b'mkne aku lpe kt kowg ! kowg ta bley judge aku sske ati jew ! kowg ckp berubah ? mmg aku dh berubah , aku twu tu . tp ak berubah for good reason . for my future oke . knp kowg ta pernah pham aku ? susah sgt na spent tyme gan kowg . ble kte bley jd mcm dulu . i miss that tyme ! itu sbb ble kte spent tyme , ak na juz me n u . bkn owg len . no need laa ! bwt pe spent tyme ssme if ad owg len antra kte . bwt sket ati ryte ? aku ta faham la gan ko neyy , ak juz hope kte dpt chat dgn bek smlm sbb we havent talk almost 1 month mybe . and aku rindu ko as my bestfriend . tp pe yg aku dpt ? ko ketepikan aku ble jmpe owg len ! ko twu ta betapa kcewa yew aku ? ! and ada kew mkne rahsia dlm bestfriend ? dgn ko sume aku cite . form A-Z . tp gan aku . pe yg ko cite ? even new story bout ko satu pn ak ta twu ! smpai ati ko ? ko tgglkn ak sowg2 t'kontang-kanting . asma ? pe laa ak na smbg gan dye tuh . dh laa ak ta close gan asma . farid ? dlm ms bley laa ak smbg lbey2 . dpan2 malu laa ak . ak bkn knal dye pn . camer ? dye kn smbg gan farid . ak plak cm owg bdoh kua msok snack n candy tuh . nyebok kcau ank unty2 kt situ . m'ngacau ckgu munasir laa . yg ko lak wif dayah . ble ak na join kowg b'dua . kowg stop b'smbg juz sbb ak dtg ! shit arhh ! pe nehh ! pe yg kowg rhsiakn dr ak . klau cm ney , bek ko ta ya ajak ak kua twu ta . kua jew gan dowg tuh . ko bkn lyan ak pn . ak pn dh agak if ad owg len d'antara kte , kte ta kn chat ppe pn . itu sbb ak ta na join smlm . tp ko pkse gak ak an ? ckp rindu ak laa . bla bla bla . tp ad ko smbg gan ak . juz ko gan ak ? ad kew ? dh laa ble ak blek jew , ad jew alsan ko ble ak ajak kua , duet ta de laa , mak ta bg klua laa . tp ak oke jew an . ak ta kesa pn . tp ble ak cncel kn ble kte na meet . ko kte ak pe ? ko kte susah na b'jnj gan ak laa . ak ney mngkir jnj laa . ouh ! ko pk salah ak jew ? salah ko ad ko pk ? okie , mmg salah aku coz men tggl jew function smlm . tp pernah ko pk salah ko . aku dh ckp da ak na blek coz ujan dh mkin lebat , ko pn twu aku nek moto . bkn mcm ko yg ad driver yg bley anta kt umah . tp ap respon yg aku dpt ? ko still lg smbung cite wif dayah ? heyy ! ak kt dpn ko tuh ap ? tunggul kayu ? mcm owg bdoh ak twu ta ! n due kli ak gtw ak na blek . tp ko ta kesa pn an . smpai jew umah ak anta msg kt ko . even cha pn dpt msg yg sme . tp pe ak yg dpt dr ko . no msg n no respon from u ! ko twu ta mkne sdih ? ! twu ta mkne kecewa ? ! myb ko tw twu sume tu . sbb tu ko ta twu pe yg ak rse an . imissyoudamnmuch twu ta ! ak benci rse nehh . ak benci na m'benci ko . ak ta ley benci ko . n ak ta na benci ko . sbb pe ? sbb ak syggg ko . tp ko ? ad ko rse cm pe yg ak rse ? ak twu ko nga benci ak skg nehh . ko ad hak na m'benci ak . ko pn ad hak na bnuh ak . bwt jelaa okie . ak ta kesa pn . yg pntg , ak ta tikam blakang ko slame p'sahabatan kte . myb ko jew yg rse ak dh brubah . coz kte dh jrg cntact . mybe . . thnx for being my great friends . to tell u the truth , u wiil always be my bestfriend even ko benci ak yg salu mungkir jnj nehh . ak ikhlas gan p'sahabatan kte nehh . and ak mintak maaf atas semua yew . ak ta perfect and ak mati msok kubur gak . thnx for hurting my heart . and thnx for everythings . xoxo , yg salu mungkir jnj ): |